How hard is it to learn?

ive been in this kind of situation over and over. I cant even count the times i felt this weird feeling towards a person, and yet nothing happened. as in nothing. nil. And still i cant help myself from falling for him. Argh!

By this time, i should have learned already. After experiencing heartaches of different level, i really should have learned. But what can i do? Can i just dictate it to my heart (or hypothalamus, medically speaking) that i should stop having this peculiar feeling towards him? I hope it's that easy, but of course, i know it isnt...

So, how do i deal with this situation again? hmm... i wonder which of my tactics worked before. There's this "cold treatment tactic", the "were-just-friends tactic", the "stalker tactic" or "let-it-be tactic". But i guess, i never thought of those things before, i just did those things on instict depending on the person. And right now, that person has no resemblance to any of my past flavors (^_^) so i guess ill have to create a new tactic, huh!

All the stress in school and reviewing is killing me! and then this situation seems to add up to my problems. Gosh, i never knew life could be this complicated! Argh!

Live, Love, Let Go...

Learning to let go is either hard or easy
For some, it takes a while
While others, doesn’t need any effort at all

There are a lot of things that we have to let go
Family…
Friends…
Career…
Life…
Love…

For the countless moments we have learned
To set these things free,
We became stronger…
Knowing we could do things on our own,
We became confident enough…
Knowing we could live without them,
We became independent…
Knowing we could deal with loneliness,
We became human…

Those are the things
That we could achieve
After learning
The art of letting go…