Tuesday, April 24, 2007

How hard is it to learn?

ive been in this kind of situation over and over. I cant even count the times i felt this weird feeling towards a person, and yet nothing happened. as in nothing. nil. And still i cant help myself from falling for him. Argh!

By this time, i should have learned already. After experiencing heartaches of different level, i really should have learned. But what can i do? Can i just dictate it to my heart (or hypothalamus, medically speaking) that i should stop having this peculiar feeling towards him? I hope it's that easy, but of course, i know it isnt...

So, how do i deal with this situation again? hmm... i wonder which of my tactics worked before. There's this "cold treatment tactic", the "were-just-friends tactic", the "stalker tactic" or "let-it-be tactic". But i guess, i never thought of those things before, i just did those things on instict depending on the person. And right now, that person has no resemblance to any of my past flavors (^_^) so i guess ill have to create a new tactic, huh!

All the stress in school and reviewing is killing me! and then this situation seems to add up to my problems. Gosh, i never knew life could be this complicated! Argh!

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